January 2010
Seriously.
What the hell. Just when I thought she was finally gone for good, here she comes again. Seriously, just leave me alone, please. How about we just be friends?
Mom.
What a shocker.
Ignoring everything that happened this morning and yesterday, mom didn’t scold me at all today. And I was expecting something like that, especially now when it’s just one of the days I fear most: the distribution of report cards.
Well, maybe it’s because most of my grades improved. My math teacher still had to be a douche and give me a 79. What the hell.
But...
The ring.
Maybe that was really the reason why I managed to beat the odds and pass at DLSU. Thanks. Sometimes I really can’t believe how lucky I am. Thank God. Just thank God.
Liberty.
Well, I guess I’m back.
Just don’t ask why, okay? I’m just glad I’m back. I was beginning to miss the freedom, I guess. Just let me write again, damn it! :))
iQuit.
I’m quitting this goddamn blog. I was always better off keeping everything to myself, and I feel like everything just stormed over me after I started blogging. See? just another one of those reasons why I’m this enigmatic.
Seriously. Opinions: just keep them to yourself.
But maybe I’ll be back after a while. I just need to refrain from being too open, especially in the world...
Sorry.
I really am.
Women.
Damn. They can see through everything, and I mean everything. It’s like they’re friggin’ psychic. It’s scary. They can read you like an open book.
Death wish.
Everything’s confusing me to death. I don’t know how much more my head can take. I can’t believe how frustrating this is.
Just when I thought things were going smoothly, everything behind me suddenly devours me like some friggin’ monster, and it’s killing me. The past sure is a real pain in the ass. It’s amazing how fast everything can go from bad to total shit...
“I wanna know if I could be someone to turn to that could never hurt you.”
– Keeper, Yellowcard
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Smile.
Just keep smiling. Be patient. Try to bear it, at least for a little while longer.
Teachers.
Mr. Dueñas: “Sino ‘di mo Makita, si Ruth?”
Ms. Ocampo: “Oo, ‘di dapat pagtabihin ‘tong dalawa.”
Mrs. Landicho: “Kayo na?”
Ms. Villanueva: “MAGLAYO KAYONG DALAWA.” =))
What the hell. : ))
Mouthwash.
I think I’m beginning to talk too much. It’s all too new, and I’m beginning to sense that continuing this kind of habit may well just put me in trouble. So I’d better just shut the hell up and listen. I told her too much about problems today. It’s awkward. Well, I liked being honest and all, but I guess it’s just not my style. I haven’t shared that much...
Epic PO
I’m so PO’ed. I don’t know if it’s the headaches or that. All I know is that I am, epically, PO’ed, and I have no idea why. Maybe I just need some sleep.
Trust.
Whoa. People actually trust me.
Sorry if it’s such a big deal, but you know how much of a liar I can be. It just feels so… heavy, knowing that people trust you. It feels like a responsibility. I feel like I’ve been given something really important, hard-earned. Something important enough to protect.
It’s damn weird. So cut it out. Don’t trust me too much. Yeah, it...
Target sighted.
Finally! Should I go for the kill now? :)
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Eighteen.
Alright. I just got home from Ate Diane’s eighteenth birthday. Happy Birthday, Ate. I had a great time, regardless of all the crappy-ass formality that I’m not used to.
Thank God my mom allowed me to wear a dress shirt just this once. I would have been so PO’ed if she forced me to wear a friggin’ dress. Hell yes, just thank God. :)
Small world, isn’t it? I saw a lot...
Quick note.
Remind me never to do anything that stupid again.
Again, I’m sorry. I kinda forgot how you don’t like it when I tell you that. But surely, it’s not gonna happen again.
LOL.
Alright! Just finished a bag of chips without even noticing. Great job! I haven’t done anything like that in a while. lol.
“We were the victims of ourselves.”
– Kings and Queens, 30 Seconds to Mars
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Similarities.
Okay, I can feel the jealousy coming on. But thanks for telling me anyway. At least I know I’m doing something that reminds you of him. At least I know what I should stop doing. Hell no, I’m not angry. A little PO’ed, but far from everything negative. lol. I’m too fly to be depressed. :)
Thank God.
Well, thank God. It’s been confirmed: she’s not the jealous type. At least I don’t have too much to worry about with that kind of crap. All I have to do now is do her a favor and do something about my jealousy issues, try to be less frail.
“If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?”
– The Saltwater Room, Owl City
Talent.
Lying to expose and confirm the truth. Yeah, just another one of those things I’m so damn good at. And I am loving it. Sometimes I really can’t believe how effective it is.
What's on your mind?
Shoot.
Damn it. I didn’t get to play that well today. I’ve been feeling so damn dizzy since this morning, and what’s more annoying is that it goes on and off. Well, it was turned on today; bad timing. I really couldn’t play. I was so frustrated, but I decided to just laugh it off. This chain of vertigo attacks is getting pretty damn annoying. It’s been happening since...
Routines.
Aw man. The first few days of school are starting to feel like hell already. Just three school days have passed, yet there’s already a lot of things to do in such a tight deadline. Damn.
I can’t keep up at math… again; and I think my grade in religion just entered the danger zone. Holy crap.
On the plus side, though, there are a lot of things to look forward to in the days to...
Coincidental?
Oh, goody. Our MAPEH teacher just called me by a different name today. And it was the last name I expected to be called by. Haha. Talk about coincidence.
“I found I’m scared to know I’m always on your mind.”
– Collide, Howie Day
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December 2009
“If it’s not real, you can’t hold it in your hand, you can’t...”
– Brick by Boring Brick, Paramore
Cheese Whiz.
Okay, there’s been this continuous exchange (well it’s not really an exchange because I’m the only one sending) of pick-up lines, and I am lovin’ it. Haha! What better way to start the new year than with a bucket of epic cheese?
This is all too funny. :)
Un-freakin'-believable.
Holy crap. I friggin’ thought I was gonna lose my right eye. lol. THANK GOD I WAS WEARING MY GLASSES. Thank God.
I guess that’s my first lesson for 2010: Be more cautious.
Note to self.
When you’ve already pursued the impossible too many times and failed, I think it’s about time you gave the hell up.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)